As 2020 has been challenging for most of the industry people, I quite frankly feel a little bit like an outsider in this matter, as I’ve been social distancing myself pretty much during my entire career. I’ve been not allowed entry into the United States since 2015 and so I’ve been, as my debut Evil Angel showcase alluded to, in exile for almost six years now. I’m also currently living in a country where adult work does not really exist, in an apartment on the roof of one of the highest buildings and I have no neighbors. So, tell me about distancing … I’ve mastered that!
I’ve always been a loner, a very independent person and someone who doesn’t really fit in any box. Even from the earliest years in my career, I had to adjust my mindset and career perspectives; therefore, I believe dealing with this sort of natural self-isolation made me prepared for this year’s circumstances. Because of that, the whole “2020 lockdown” has not proven to be a particularly trying time for me, which I’m very grateful for.
I’ll hike to the top of the mountain just to film a blowjob video there, cause the view is unbeatable.
I bring all this up because it plays a significant role in the whole process of my becoming a content creator, director, producer and my own boss. I’ve always felt an ambition and a deep-seated feeling telling me I should start producing my own content that I would be happy with and that would be visually satisfying to me. So, over time, I’ve pretty much stopped filming for many parties in Europe, as I’d become fed up with the quality of porn some were putting out and I don’t need to be a part of something I don’t vibe with as an artist. Since I’m very picky, I only work with a handful of companies that I love because of the content they produce, how they make me feel on set and how they let me be on set; that’s it.
So, the whole isolation thing, paired with the ambition to create my own smut and a will to show a different side of me than the one that has been on display already, led to my contract with Evil Angel and … later on … to opening my fan page on OnlyFans. SunlitSmut.com is the domain name I came up with after I had moved into a new rooftop apartment; it sends visitors to my OnlyFans page.
Now, my daily routine consists of taking nudes and filming short clips in the golden hour of light that hits my living room and bedroom, filming full-length explicit videos with promo tease sequences that would usually be filmed outdoors. I came up with the SunlitSmut.com name by looking at my Instagram feed and realizing I’m a nature lover. I can keep running like a kid in the corn fields of Bavaria, but now the only difference is I’m running without panties, looking sexy and it’s being filmed.
I’ll hike to the top of the mountain just to film a blowjob video there, cause the view is unbeatable. I’ll cover myself in milk on a wheat field and ruin my fave shoes if needed for the video. I’m that girl! That’s why SunlitSmut.com represents me more than I ever thought it would. It has evolved into something bigger than just a NSFW platform for me to post nudes; it’s some sort of dirty-yet-artsy memoir of all my adventures around the world. I have been filming already in Kenya, Tenerife and Bavaria, south of Germany, which is my ultimate hideaway retreat. It’s just so beautiful; I’m always the most inspired among animals in the wild.
The whole craziness with traveling and filming while traveling started when Lucky Red (my work partner and cinematographer) and I released “Elements” for Evil Angel. It was a very uncertain project, as we had planned to film outdoors the entire time; one day, we ended up just driving and looking for a different location due to bad weather conditions, eventually landing at the rice fields and filming Tina Kay’s intro in the rain.
Everything was being done on the go, and it had to be done fast and in the best way possible. The footage we were able to get for that movie was extraordinary and like nothing I’ve been a part of within my years in porn … and that’s when I knew that going that direction will make me very happy as a performer and creator. In addition to that, I love to get wet, I love to get dirty and I’m most happy when I hear birds sing, so if I can share this part of my soul with those willing to take it and appreciate it, that’s all I want.
Of course, the Evil Angel films have a completely different budget and are filmed with pro cameras; plus, the whole organization of shooting on set is just way different than when I am alone with my life partner, filming for my fans platform. It’s just the aesthetic and the quality that hasn’t changed much between the two. It’s all very much mine, at last. So, while the whole world is on lockdown and social distance has become an old meme already, I’m packing and getting ready for another trip into the wild, isolating from it all.
